Awarenest Test

Count the Passes...

Can I get more Busy than this???

So I have some great news, my husband is moving in in like 1 to 2 weeks. I am excited, scared, and sad, and yeah mostly sad from this, yet am still happy, its a bunch of mixed up feelings.

I just can't imagine sharing my room. My room has always been my sanctuary. Its always been mine. I can say am going to my room and cry. But now he will be there. So I can't do that anymore. Maybe I should look on the bright side that he will be in my room to cheer me up. But sometimes I just like to cry and be all sorry for myself.

I guess there is going to be a lot of changes. Hes brought most of his clothes over already. I just don't know. Its like I have to have things my way. Or no way else. If I want something this way. It has to be that way. I just don't care about what other people think. Because I have always been used to having my own things. And its not going to be that way anymore.


At least I know my faults. But how to go about changing I don't know. His sister and brother and cousin are also going to be living with us. They are very nice. I think they are too nice. I just am scared of being over bossy cause I don't think the will tell me if they are not happy about if I want something this way.

Its not like I really, really care if they don't like it that way. Some people learn to get use to things. I can't remember if I ever got use to anything. I just normally complain and argue and fight about things until its how I want it.

Well its just the kitchen we are going to share. I have already started to pray for patience and understanding. So I will not argue about anything.

I hope someone out there is praying for me too....

SCARIEST THING YOU EVER SAW???

So I have some free time... And I just gotto know how many people agree with me?????

WHATS THE SCARIEST THING YOU EVER SAW?????


For me its when my room lights are turned off and I take a torch light to search for something and mistake and look myself in the mirror with the torch light in my face....