Summer Time...

So its summer time... And nothing is going my way... First I lost my glasses and when I found them they were broken. Then I fell and broke my iphone, then my camera broke. Then my home cordless phone fell and cracked.

I just feel like everything is falling a part.... Even my body lol... everywhere hurts. Today I got in a fight with my husband a cried a bit. Sometimes its good to cry though... but not today and not for the rest of the summer. Am determined to not let anything bother me.

Screw the whole world and everything in it. Nothing is going to bother me this summer. No one wants to help me clean the house... Well thats fine with me. I dont care a @#$# too... No one cares if grocery is done in the house... neither do I.

I work hard enough all week at work and I work enough to buy food for one.

I am not going to kill my self cleaning and packing all day and trying to get things for everyone
when they dont care either. I am done... From this day forward am going to be self observant, selfish, careless person that I have been accused of time and time again and am done trying
to get things done when everyone is out having fun.

I am going to start doing more things for myself now. And buy stuff I want.

At first I was like " Oh lets save to pay off mortgage and this and that." Well now I dont care anymore. If its going to take a 100 years to pay, let it. Cause I dont know if am going to live that long. And today I need new shoes...

I honestly dont care about anyone anymore... I will only help those who help themselves from now on.. or those who obsolutely cant help themselve...

And thats my new policy...

Hope everyone is doing great.... Cuz once again its up to you at the end of the day to make yourself happy..